End...
Thursday, April 30, 2009
all good things will eventually come to an end.
i believed so.
tonight, i've experienced it.
maybe it's a relief for other people but for me, it isn't.
coz i put in my heart, mind and soul in doing it...
from the start to the process and even till the end which i try to hang on to.
i always thought it will carry on as i see no end in it.
i still have plans for it just a few days ago.
i even thought of how it will be in future.
sometimes, i wish i could turn back the time to make it better.
perhaps now it would be different.
but it takes two hands to clap.
even if i want now, would other people still want?
it's very disappointing that it still doesn't come through.
all the efforts, time and energy spent just go down the drain.
wasted... pity...
i don't think i can find any suitable words to describe how i feel now.
sigh...
nonetheless, life still goes on.
the world will never stop revolving.
Tired...
Friday, April 17, 2009
my physical and mental state of me is as the aboved stated.
the recent new upgrade of the company's system is making me tired.
i'm not a savvy technology person.
yet have to solve issues/problems of the computer, zebra printers and product scanners.
i don't want to depend on other people (not everyone is helpful or willing to help anyway) so have to find ways and try to get people to help by myself.
finally after about 2 weeks, i see progress today.
can't wait for my off day tomorrow.
the past week/s seems so long for me.
