End...
Thursday, April 30, 2009


all good things will eventually come to an end.
i believed so.
tonight, i've experienced it.
maybe it's a relief for other people but for me, it isn't.

coz i put in my heart, mind and soul in doing it...
from the start to the process and even till the end which i try to hang on to.
i always thought it will carry on as i see no end in it.
i still have plans for it just a few days ago.
i even thought of how it will be in future.

sometimes, i wish i could turn back the time to make it better.
perhaps now it would be different.
but it takes two hands to clap.
even if i want now, would other people still want?

it's very disappointing that it still doesn't come through.
all the efforts, time and energy spent just go down the drain.
wasted... pity...
i don't think i can find any suitable words to describe how i feel now.
sigh...

nonetheless, life still goes on.
the world will never stop revolving.



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