this afternoon at work, i thought of my dear 3eye alien.
remembered she is suffering from sleeping disorder these days.
apparently, she hasn't recover from it yet.
well, hope after your perth trip you will be well.
do take lots of pictures.

my dear friend asked how am i?
i'm feeling down these days.
she already read my previous entries.
thanks my friend for offering to meet me when you are back.
i know you care for me.
all these 8 years, you have never fail to lighten my heavy load of feelings even if it's just a few words of concern.

she told me when we talk about deep thoughts and feelings, both of us are the same.
we tend to be abstract.

i was thinking some people recover fast as soon as they have a change of feelings.
probably, it wasn't as important or memorable as it seems at all.
i gave out a short laugh when i realised it.
enlighten!
why?
the laughter is for me.
yes, i laughed at myself.
looks like i'm still the one dwelling on it.
revolving around on the same spot.
why?
because it's important and it mean alot to me.

some things given to me have meanings.
at one point in my life, they are the best and the only things i treasure alot.
but when it's gone, having or owning them seems meaningless.

is it abstract?
yes... in a way.
because we are all human beings.