i am still a person under construction by God
Saturday, May 16, 2009
she said it's amazing and encouraged me to read.
i gave her my word, i will read it.
after reading, i feel it is inspiring.
there are a few things which i can relate to.
i began to ask myself, where do i place God in my daily life?
i've started going to church and attended Sunday School since i was 5 years old.
bible was practically my storybook, not that i ever read past Genesis.
it was until i was 17 years old, i went to attend Novena Church every saturday.
even till today.
(except when i'm scheduled to work afternoon shift.)
i pray to God every morning or everyday before i leave for work.
yet, i can't compare my faith to Samuel.
i may not know him but i see myself relating to certain sentences.
the below are some which i think it's very much for sharing to everyone.
The new destiny
As a christian, I can testify that life doesn’t turn into a bed of roses overnight after conversion. In fact, I still face problems today. I still feel ups and downs. One thing I appreciate and am certain, I see the changes within my own heart.
Little actions of faith makes a big difference to our future life. And with God by my side, guiding me and leading me, I am blessed.
I would not want to imagine myself without God. I would not want to imagine myself living my precious life meaninglessly. My life was redeemed and the price was paid, dearly paid by Christ’s own life on the cross.
Nevertheless, I am still in the progress and process of transforming and learning and changing and improving. I am still a person under construction by God. Any inconveniences caused is deeply regretted.
to the people/person i've hurt, disappointed, upset, angered (if you ever see my blog of this entry - i hereby deeply and sincerely apologised for my words and actions.
it's my stupidity, foolishness, childishness and immaturity.
all of us are at fault, i won't put the blame entirely on others but instead i do take it upon myself too.
it takes 2 hands to clap.
i admit i regretted it.
i could have handled it better and wiser but what was done is done.
it's impossible to undo.
i did try many times to save it but yet i still failed.
since it is gone, is it not meant to be?
if it's meant to be afterall, no matter what or when, it will still meant to be eventually.
i wish i could turn back time to fix it or face it with a bigger heart and bigger picture in mind.
probably today, the result won't be like that.
as i quote from the subject heading; 'i am still a person under construction by God.
any inconveniences caused is deeply regretted.'
