melancholy
Friday, June 26, 2009

i've been reading a few books on suicide fiction recently.
makes me feel ... ... dark, down, sad and depressed.
there are so many people out there in the world.
what's so special about me?
maybe i'm considered 'special' as i have abit of crooked teeth and a hunchback.
or i'm just like any one out there who sleeps, eats, watches tv, listens to music, read and work for a living.
my melancholy times of mini me.
deathi want to die so i can be free of the saddness, unhappiness, depressed and painful feelings in me.