fated or destiny
Sunday, October 25, 2009
i chanced upon something and spend about 30 minutes reading.
something in my mind told me to.
a night is gone and i'm still thinking about the contents of it.
no... actually, i woke up to the thoughts of it.
probably i need to feel and ponder over it now so i can reflect upon myself.
i am thankful for this course of action coz if not, i will not know and probably never.
from it, i realised:
people choose to be selfish - despite that there are people with bigger heart.
(i'm learning to be)people choose to hurt - so that they can achieve their own intentions.
(i don't want to be)people choose to be ungrateful - there's an unlying motive in one's mind.
(i wouldn't want to resort that)i felt sorry.
i felt pity.
i felt 'it could have', 'if only'.
life is a constant change.
what we are at different stages of our lives created those changes.
choices we made at those moments changes our lives.
afterthat, everything will never be the same again.
we can never turn back time or regain what it was when it began, what it used to be and how it will be.
or simply, some things are just not meant to be.
i told people, there are usually signs appearing before or signifying the result/s.
personally, there are times i failed to see or sense it in my course of life.
that's why, i have to go through the consequences (so-called rough patch in life).
have i wasted time after course when i could have avoided it initially?
looking and thinking back now makes me appreciate what has for me after the outcome.
no matter how the heart feels and the mind thinks, somehow it eventually has to go with what the eyes sees.
i have made some decisions and i will try to stick to it.
Jo, u have to step out of the circle yourself and look at things from a different perspective.
U can. - by Joey
