in my dreams
Saturday, October 17, 2009

have you ever had someone telling you that?
or you have said that to yourself before?
people said in life if you really want something so bad and you keep thinking about it night and day... day and night...
but on the other hand you know you will never get it ... then probably it's only in your dreams.
"dream about it, maybe you'll have it." - sounds familiar?
i did.
in fact, a couple of times these few months.
i woke up mocking at myself with those words coz it's really in my dreams that the unrealistic, unattainable, unachievable, unbelievable, undeniable... stuff comes true.
the feeling of it in my dream/s is so real.
i can almost touch it.
but when i wake up at the next moment, it's gone.
a smile from my face becomes a frown.
i guess it is really in my dreams then i can feel what i want and hope to be.