what i know for sure... i think
Wednesday, December 23, 2009

here are a few things i know for sure:
1. my personal particulars (but it won't be featured here).
2. i did my best but i guess my best isn't good enough for you; i give my all but i guess my all ain't what you are looking for.
3. how well, good and close to a person can't be determine by the no. of years of knowing each other - you still don't know me after so long; probably yourself to me too.
4. i can forget certain people and things but unfortunately, there are some i can't.
5. when i smile or laugh, doesn't exactly mean i am feeling good in my heart.
there are things i know for sure and things i don't know for sure.
there are also things i wish i never knew.
but there is nothing i know for sure as i know for sure people change; things change.
i thought i knew for sure who i am but looks like i don't think so anymore.
i thought i will always be the same.
but i realized i'm not.
i've changed and will be changing in time to come.
i know for sure i would never be able to change any of the bad, tough, rough, low, difficult, unhappy, sad times i went through in my life.
because it was in those times that defines me which i grew the most and gained the most perspective.
it's the challenges and obstacles that give us layers of depth and makes us unique.
are they fun and enjoyable when they happen?
no, definitely not.
but they are what makes us individually special.
this is what i know for sure... i think.